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My dear:

I don't know why? I love you since the first year is middle school. Although I moved to the United States, I still love you as much as in middle school. I fall in love with you since the end of the first year of middle school. Do you still remember you were the leader in the row which I sat. At that time, you collected homeworks from me everyday, so, I started to fall in love with you day by day. Also, you are charming me in any ways. But, I don't know how to express them out. I just know there is a unknown powerful power come out from my heart, it cuases I love you. Luckily, I often sat behind you, but not the same row. So, I had chance to look at you furtively. But, I did't dare to look at you eye to eye. One time, Song Liang was making a joke which was very funny, the whole class was laughing. At this time, you turned around and I turned around too. It make me look at you eye to eye. There was the only time in my memory, but I think it is enough. You were laughing too, it make you very beautiful. From then on, I love you deeply. Did you still remember that I sent a X'mas card (1993)for you before I moved to USA. My purpose was not only get the address from 'Chen Sir', but also I wanted to keep contact with you. In 1996, I came back to Guang Zhou for vacation. The purpose was to see you and express my heart. But, I was so chicken at that time. I only dared to call you out, but I didn't dare to tell you what my heart is. In these three years after I came back from Guang Zhou, I felt a lot of regrets. I hate myself why I was so chicken. I miss you everynight before I felt asleep. Of course, at this time, I come back to Guang Zhou is only for you too. I hope that I can express my heart out at this time. In case that I still don't dare to tell you, I created this homepage. No matter how you changed, no matter you have a boyfriend or not, I just want to tell you there is a guy who loves you very much, from middle school, till now and forever!!!

_________________________________________________________________Yuk Wong